19 Şubat 2009
I thank you for this freakin' day, like everyday. I thank You for my being able to see and understand how my life sucks and miserable. Great job! I know the shit, what is the point then? Everything's goin' down these days, you know. Of course you know, you are "GOD" man. Don't you play WoW all day long? Came on man, you have your own Wow down there.
Anyway i can not find the reason and solutions. Stop fuckin' with me, i can not take it anymore, see? Sometimes i want to say "Screw you" but i can not. 'Cause i still love you man, than you do. We are cool, right? So i need your help man, really bad.
I know, i have everything to praise (health, my homies, etc.). But why i aint happy? You know, i don't want money, fame or Adriana Lima like other freaks. I want only happiness. That's all... There is nothing You can not handle right (I know Moses and the Red Sea stuff. That's awesome!!!).
The long and the short of it, Why do you like messing with me much? What the hell is goin' on? I think you are the one who can help. 'Cause You are the man who created me and my destiny, right? On the other hand i don't want to make other people sad anymore, somehow they are counting on me still. Anyway i have no right to let them down. Seen man, i am a good guy.
This is my prayer.